As an artist with misophonia– a condition in which certain everyday noises act as triggers for extreme anxiety– I fully understand the feeling of not belonging in this often chaotic world. Someone’s slurping of soup during lunch or open-mouthed popcorn-chomping in a movie theater can easily throw me into fight-or-flight mode– meaning that common social interactions such as sharing a meal or enjoying a film with a friend can, unfortunately, be sources of major stress rather than relaxation.
After decades of struggling to understand why I, unlike the vast majority of people, cannot just “tune out” these trigger sounds, I finally discovered that others throughout the world have the same condition. However, whereas many of them still suffer from serious anxiety on a daily basis, as they’re exposed to their own trigger noises, I have discovered the ultimate coping mechanism– art making. At the end of my daily exposure to a noisy, aggressive world, I put on my Bluetooth ear buds, place a canvas onto my easel, and escape into a world over which I have complete dominion. Whether I create a playful portrait of someone’s dog as a commission, a piece to donate to a local nonprofit’s fundraiser or an abstract work of clean, orderly painted lines upon which I meditate to exorcise my auditory frustrations, I’m inventing a parallel world in which I am finally in control– and able to find peace. Because that feeling of disconnection from society is so accessible to me, I am able to empathize with others who also find it difficult to fit in. Therefore, my art explores the state of life of those who exist on the fringes. In one mixed-media piece, the Christ the Redeemer statue in Rio abruptly separates the poor who live in favelas from the wealthy; a transgender person is draped in a weatherworn American flag, in a fragile, complicated patriotism; and a plump woman rides with abandon on the back of a dragonfly, with her identity concealed because there’s still some shame to overcome. These aren’t the types of folks being used to sell lip gloss and sexy luxury cars; they’re the ones who are being body-shamed on social media and denied the opportunity to serve our country despite their willingness to put themselves on the line. The ones on the fringes are my muses. However, my interest in these disregarded individuals and groups extends beyond their merely serving as inspiration. I have sought out (and created) opportunities to use my art to directly affect people. My documentary Mojee: A Childhood Lost served as a multiple-day therapy session and allowed an Iranian-born Long Beach artist to share her story of being abandoned by her mother as a child, before moving to the U.S., where she now explores the mother-daughter dynamic in her paintings as she fosters a healthy relationship with her own daughter. When I create pieces to donate to local charities for their fundraiser auctions, I aim to speak to (and for) the communities they serve directly– not just paint a pretty picture to hang above a couch. Although my reason for becoming an artist was deeply personal– to overcome misophonia– my motivation for continuing my art work is to be a voice for those who haven’t found– or seem to be losing– their own voices. My art began as an expression of my inner turmoil. It saved my life. Now I hope it can help save others. 
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Museum of Latin-American Art– Long Beach, CA De Generación a Generación: A Subconscious Lineage 2019 Día de los Muertos Exhibition DreamKreator Studio– Long Beach, CA (August 2019) Solo exhibit EXPO Arts Center– Long Beach, CA (April 2019) Curated the art exhibit Common Ground: Only in Long Beach, for the Long Beach Literary Arts Center Hudavi Wellness Spa– Long Beach, CA (Winter 2018-19) New Works by Cory Bilicko, benefitting WomenShelter Long Beach Made by Millworks– Long Beach, CA (Fall 2018) Art Casserole show Long Beach Utility-Box Mural Project (Spring 2018) Painted mural on utility box on corner of Long Beach Boulevard and Wardlow Road Forgotten Images traveling exhibit of African-American culture (January 2018) Art Exchange Long Beach– Long Beach, CA (December 2017) Holiday Salon exhibit Heath Gallery– Palm Springs (Fall 2017) Menduina Schneider Gallery– Los Angeles (May 2017-August 2017) Showed mixed-media art piece; gallery also invited Cory to display work at Long Beach Comic-Con Sept. 2 and 3 WomenShelter of Long Beach (April 2017) Donated painting for 40th-anniversary auction The Center Long Beach– Black-and-White Ball (April 2017) Donated painting for auction Long Beach Memorial, Project HeArt: Heels for Hearts (March 2017) Donated painting for women’s heart-health auction Museum of Latin American Art (Winter 2016) Lucky You! exhibit Museum of Latin American Art (Summer 2016) Artists Assemble! exhibit Greenly Art Space (Summer 2014) Curator– Relative Aperture group show (30 adult artists and 30 children created their own interpretations of discarded vintage family photos) Long Beach Open-Studio Tour (October 2013) Long Beach Playhouse (Summer 2013) New Orleans-themed solo show AIDS Assistance Thrift Store (April 2013) Donated painting for group-show benefit Coast to Coast AM talk show website (October 2013) Selected for Halloween-themed gallery Long Beach Vegan Eatery (November 2012) Solo show exploring people and their relationships with pets Greenly Art Space (October 2012) Afterlife group show Gallery Expo (October 2012) Supernatural group show FreeSpirit Yoga (June 2011) Flying-insect-themed solo show EDUCATION Self-taught visual artist (beginning in 2011) Bachelor’s degree in film, psychology and marketing– University of New Orleans (1994) |
